Being in love and lust with someone is fucking fantastic. Best days of my life but seriously my dear, in the end when it goes wrong.. It's fucking heartbreaking. My life is shattered after feeling that way for someone.
I guess I just feel guilty for sleeping with someone that I dont have really strong feelings for. Like I want the whole package. Not saying I sleep around cause I REALLY dont. Cause I’ve felt both extremes of both feelings and to have them together would be fantastic. Even if it does end in tears cause at least I can say I’ve felt it. Risk I’m willing to take.
“Spare me your judgements and spare me your dreams,
Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams,
I sit alone in this winter clarity which clouds my mind,
Alone in the wind and the rain you left me,
It’s getting dark darling, too dark to see,
And I’m on my knees, and your faith in shreds, it seems.”—Thistle & weeds.
I am terrified of cats!
I was at my parents friends house the other night and their cat jumped up onto the arm of the chair...I nearly had a heart attack.
I threw my drink up in the air and jumped off the sofa, sneaky little fucker! x
bahaha. yeah they are sneaky. I dunno why tumblr pure bums them though. Cause in the bigger picture dogs are way better, but I am a sucker for a cheeky wee kitten. My cats are the actual loves of my life and they couldnt give a shit about me haha. x